I’m Living All Over You
August 6th, 2008 by Lesley Arfin
A few years back, I broke up with my boyfriend and he went psycho. I had logged into myspace at like, 3am and he saw that I was “online.” He proceeded to come over to my building, wait for someone to open the door, and then try to get in my apartment at 6am. Not only is that a problem in and of itself, but at the time I actually had another guy over. I didn’t know what to do, the ex wouldn’t leave. I called the cops and got them to walk him home. I felt so bad but I was scared. And also in the apartment with a crush. I was embarrassed. We didn’t talk for a while, me and the ex, but we would see each other on ichat. You know how you can see what itunes song is playing under the screen name? Well, he would play one of “our” songs (Dead End Kids by the Runaways) and I would then play one of “our” songs back (Stay Forever by Ween). It went on like that for weeks. We hated each other, we loved each other, it was a passive-aggressive and immature way to let each other know we were still thinking about us. It was bittersweet at the time, but now said ex and I are best friends, like we were always meant to be. Cut to today, my broken heart. I’m trying to look for hidden clues. Read more »
